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Hurt (Father!Kylo Ren x Mother!Reader)

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 One shot which reader encounters Kylo having one of his tantrums...

 Star Wars (c) LucasFilm
 You (c) yourself
 (c/n)-child's name
 (y/n)-your name
 Saber (c) me

 NOTE: If case any of you get confused, (c/n)/Saber are the same. Saber is just the nickname.



 
You yawned as you flipped another page of a book. You were getting tired after a long day of playing with your daughter (c/n) as she pleaded for you to play her favorite game of Trooper n Rebel. You, of course, played the Rebel while she pretended to be the Stormtrooper, laughing as your daughter tried to "capture" you and interrogate about the plans. You prepared to rest for the day by dozing off into a book you've found interesting.

 You put the book down on the table, sleepily stumbling to the bed when the doors opened up. You looked up to catch a glimpse of your husband standing by the door.

 You gulped as you felt a sudden dark aura emitting from him. Most of the time with that mask of his, you couldn't tell what mood he would be in. Even when he was with (c/n) wearing that, you feared he was about to snap and crush her neck. His voice was also one to be cautious of, unknown of its happiness or anger or anything. Just the same deep, eerie, robotic voice he spoke.

 That was one dangerous thing about your husband you hated. Though, you knew deep down he would never harm (c/n) and most likely just get into spats with you, still, Kylo was known for having his tantrums when he couldn't get what he wanted and his mask hiding all his wrath just made it unpredictable.

 You stood aside, hiding in the shadows so he wouldn't see you. He didn't seem to take notice anyway, as he approached what looked like some sort of map panel.

 Drawing out his lightsaber, he began to slash through it, cutting it into pieces. The map panel exploded into bits, the lightsaber screeching against the machine.

 You gapped at the sight, frightened and worried. What news did he receive to be like this? If only the idiots hadn't told him what he didn't want to hear and just do their job right for once...

 Kylo withdrew his lightsaber, sensing your presence and reading your mind. "If only the idiots did do their job right, then I would of been one step closer," he hissed. "Then I would of heard what I would like to hear."

 You petted down the crinkles in the skirt of your dress, unsure how to respond. "I'm guessing...the news was bad," you said, shrugging like you didn't know.

 Kylo stood quiet for a bit. "And to top it off, he had to add in one more thing...I would of snap his neck if General Hux wasn't there."

 "Well, do you want a massage?" you said, walking slowly up to him, preparing your hands out.

 He turned to you slowly. You walked backwards, wondering if that turn had meant to be a no.

 "Umm, never mind," you said. "I'll just let it be to yourself. I think I'll go check on Saber."

 You prepared to turn around when you felt yourself being pulled back. You landed your face against your husband's chest, glancing up at him.

 "Tell me I'll still get what I want," he asked, combing a finger through your hair. It was a plea, a cry of frustration and yearning.

 You thought for a bit how to answer. "Well, I think you will," you said, hugging him. "And if it means taking more time...patience is a virtue, they say. In the meantime, you do have a wife..." You circled your finger on top of his mask. "And a daughter." You laid your head against his chest.

 "Those things aren't what you asked for, but you still got them."

 "I guess I shouldn't complain about that," Kylo sighed. You sensed a smile grow on his face.

 Phew. That calmed him down a bit.

 "I know that if you don't have it your way, you tend to get angry," you said. "Though, maybe you should....I don't know...take a deep breath upon what you're about to hear. I know many of the officers bring you reports of terrible news but not all of it can't be bad."

 "So the news of a spy getting away isn't bad?" he asked.

 You rolled your eyes. "I mean, the news upon which you were going to get, not the news you just got now." Still, you shook your head and giggled.

 "Sometimes, I feel like I should go solo on these missions," Kylo grumbled. "I always send in some of the finest men to do their job and what do they do...end up messing it up somehow. Next time, I think I'll be attending some of the missions to make sure they do it right...or just go on my own."

 "If that's how you feel," you giggled, pulling away from his arms.

 "Where do you think you’re going?” Kylo asked.

 “Well, you said you wanted to do this on your own,” you teased, heading straight for the door.

 You felt yourself being pushed back again to him by the force, straight into his arms.

 “I said, alone as in by myself, in the missions, not alone with you,” he snickered. You laughed too, wrapping your arms around him.

 You stayed like this with him for a bit, hugging him in an attempt to release all his worries and stress. You wished sometimes your husband wouldn’t be like this. All angry and raging, only to muddle down in sadness and despair. You wanted him to be so much better than this. As much as what he did was wrong, it was only so for one day, his daughter will inherit the throne. He was willing to do anything to see her smile. As soon as his mission was conquered, he would turn attention to her.

 “So, do you want that massage or no?” you said, rubbing your hands on his shoulders.

 Kylo took his mask off and set it on the table.

 “How about a little fun?” he chuckled, picking you up and throwing you to the bed.

 You laughed as he began to kiss you, tickling around your face. He wrapped his arms around you and began to lock his mouth with yours. You straddled his body between your legs. After a couple of minutes of making out, Kylo pulled aside and stared into your eyes.

 “I don’t know what I would do if I never met you,” he breathed.

 “I wouldn’t know what to do if I never got off of that stupid planet,” you laughed. “I never knew a life like this could exist…”

 “All ours since I found you,” he smiled. He laid a kiss on your head and laid by your side. You felt yourself being tugged toward him and was now on top of him.

 He shuffled a hand through your hair, still gazing at you. With a final kiss, you then laid your head against your husband’s chest.

 "If only they could see that we're doing this for her," you said, nodding your head at the door. Kylo nodded.

 "The minute she was born, I promised I was going to do my best to give her what she wants," he said.

 "All to see her smile," you said, nudging your head against his. You yawned a bit, feeling sleep begin to wash over you.

 “Maybe some sleep will do,” you said.

 Kylo closed his eyes. “Maybe.”

 With that, you both fell asleep in each other’s arms.




 You woke up to the sound of metal clattering. Another boom exploded in the hallways. The sizzling sound of something burning shrieked into your room.

 You gulped, wondering what that was.

 Not again, you thought. Only this time, it seemed much more worse than the other rages he’d build up.

 Quickly soaring out of the bed, you frantically glanced around the room to make sure your daughter wasn’t there. You silently prayed (c/n) was sound asleep in her room. And he wouldn’t dare enter it. You knew he wouldn’t though, as he knew not to ever be around her when he was like this. Even when he felt it coming  on, somehow, Saber cooled him down, washing away all the hate burning up in him.

 Though, it was times like these, when he was REALLY bad, you feared he wouldn’t be able to control it.  Better you suffer for it than her.

 You shivered a bit as you walked over to the doors. You peeked your head out, wondering where he was going to come from. From the corner of the door, you saw him storming over to the room.

 You rushed back inside and zipped to your bed, pulling the covers over you. Maybe checking was a bad idea in the first place.

 Closing your eyes shut, your heard him enter the room.

 The aura of his wrath hissed throughout the room.

 “WHERE is IT?” he roared beneath his mask, searching around. He raised his hand up and a book crashed down to the floor, with pages falling out and ripping.

 You stood quiet, never making a sound.

 “Why can’t I FIND HIM?” he shouted. The sound of something being hit rattled throughout the room, creating a big THUNK.

 Your body froze, sensing him ready to kill something.

 “Nothing will stop me!” he yelled again. He drew out his lightsaber and began to attack another panel.

 You slowly raised your head underneath the covers, peering at his rampage. Unlike the previous panel he destroyed, this one was being plundered, crackling down as the lightsaber zoomed around its screen and shattered through its buttons. It was the work of a madman.

 You got up from your bed, prepared to comfort him, seeing his cool down from the rage blowing off.

 “Are you ok?” you asked, creeping out your hands to lay on his shoulders again.

 He whipped around to see you. The hate was not gone yet. And his mind was.

 “Where is it?” he growled predatorily, turning all the way around to you.

 You frowned. “Huh? Kylo, calm down.”

 “Do you know where it is?” he snapped, marching to where you stood.

 You walked back, frightened of what he would do. “Kylo, I’m not who you’re looking for. It’s me. Snap out of it. You’re scaring me.”

 He clasped his hands on your shoulders, gripping tightly. “Don’t play me for a fool. I know you have it!” he screeched.

 His nails dug hard into your skin. You pulled his hands away and bumped against the bed. Your eyes scanned to the door, desperate to escape.

 Kylo turned his head to see you glance at it and immediately raised his hand up. You soared up into the air a bit and landed onto the bed.

 He raced over to you and crushed his body against yours. “Tell me where it is, spy!” he flared.

 “Kylo! Snap out of it! It’s me! (Y/n)! Stop!” you cried, streaking tears down on your cheeks.

 He was never this bad before. Plenty of times, yes, you would get in the crossfire of his tempers but this was a whole new temper. He lost control. He wasn’t aware of what he was doing. He was gone.

 “I will HAVE it!” he fumed. His hands clutched onto your neck, the thumbs pressed down onto the middle. A force of wave jagged into your mind.

 You felt dizzy as the rush of your mind went wild and the thunder of his thumbs slammed onto your neck.

 “Ky…lo…Kylo!” you coughed, attempting to bring a sense to his mind. “It’s me…stop! Please!” Another rain of tears zoomed down your face.

 He just lost it. He didn’t know what he was doing. He had you trapped beneath him, all in his wrath, making you suffer for it. Not the suffer you wanted though.

 “Kylo! Stop!” you mumbled. You began to cry as the pressure began to tighten.

 “I will get what I want! You cannot stop me!” he hissed.

 “Daddy! Why are you hurting Mommy?”

 He raised his head up to the sound of a childlike voice. The thumbs against your neck were released and the grip lessen. You took a deep breath, gasping in air.

 Kylo turned around to see Saber at the door, shivering. She whimpered, afraid to move or speak. Still, she knew she needed to manage out some words, a question to why her father was acting like this.

 “Daddy, what did Mommy do? Why are you hurting her? She wanted to know if you’re ok. You didn’t have to hurt her!”

 A small tear scaled down her cheek.

 Kylo stiffen his body, seeing his daughter cry. He then looked over to you, seeing your horrid expression.

“My gawd…” he said. He released his hands from your neck, allowing you to move around and breathe deeply. He sat up and glared at his hands, crouching into a shell. “I…I didn’t mean to…”

 He put them on his head, quick to take off his mask. "I'm sorry...I never would want to hurt you...what did I do?"

 You felt yourself being lifted from the bed and straight into his arms. Kylo held onto you tightly. You glanced at his face to see tears streaking down, ashamed of what he did. You also read in his thoughts of all the hate he had for himself now, all the shame and pain he had.

 You hugged him. "Kylo, it's ok," you said, trying to comfort him.

 "I hurt you," he sniffed. "I can't believe I did that. I would never want to hurt you...or Saber...and I did. I'm sorry."

 "It's ok," you said. "You were just...lost in thought. It's all right. I'm ok now. Remember, how you comforted me when I hurt you too...it's fine."

 "But I almost lost you," he cried. "I couldn't control myself. I was so angry...and I attacked you. If it had been Saber....no...I can't."

 He shakily turned around to (c/n). "I'm sorry," he mumbled. "I don't want to hurt you or Mommy...I never want to...and I..." He dug his head next to your neck.

 "Please, forgive me, love, I'm sorry."

 You turned to Saber, still standing by the door. She averted her eyes from you to Kylo, quivering, frightened to do anything. Still, nevertheless, she raced over to the bed and jumped on. Shuffling next to her father, she threw her arms around him in a big hug.

 “Don’t be so angry around, Mommy, Daddy,” (c/n) sniffed. “She only wants to help. You didn’t have to hurt her.”

 “I won’t no more,” Kylo said, hugging towards her now. “I promise never to hurt you or Mommy. Never. I will not allow myself to become like this toward either of you.”

 You smiled and kissed your husband’s head. “Don’t worry no more now. I’m fine. One day, you’ll get your dream. Isn’t that right, Saber?”

 “Yeah, Daddy!” she squealed. “One day, you will rule the galaxy. And you’ll find the man that’s been hiding from you all this time. He’s going to pay for doing all this to you. He’s the reason why you hurt Mommy.”

 Kylo laughed upon hearing his daughter’s words. Her words of joy always brought cheer to him. He patted her head.

 “Don’t forget, once the galaxy is ours, you’ll be the little princess,” he chuckled. “Everyone will bow down to you.”

 “Yep!” (c/n) chirped. “And you’ll be a king! And Mommy’s going to be the most beautiful queen. Or is it Emperor and Empress like Great-Grandpa Vader had with Mr. Emperor Palputun? Ah, no matter!”

 She jumped up and down on the bed. “I’m going to be a princess! Or empress! Whatever the matter, I will rule the whole world!” She stomped her foot down and held her chest up high, holding a hand up like she was clasping a scepter and her foot forward as if to lead.

 You and Kylo turned to each other and laughed upon what she was doing. Saber was also really good at making any situation turn into a jubilant laughter.

 Slowly leaning against the bed, you yawned.

 “How about we all cuddle?” you snickered.

 “I think I need some comfort after all that mess,” Kylo agreed, snuggling up to you. You caught a glimpse of (c/n) hopping over to both of you and landed between both of you.

 “I’ll lay right here in case you get nightmares, Daddy,” she said. “You’ll also have Mommy though. Still, I’ll be right here.”

 “Thank you, sweetie,” he said, wrapping one arm around her. He held the other around yours.

 You all then cuddled next to one another, preparing to drift off into sleep.

 “I promise to not act like that with either of you now,” Kylo promised. “If I ever feel that rage again, I’ll create a meditation chamber so that way I can go there instead of putting you or Mommy in danger. How’s that?”

 “That’s good! You can then control how angry you’ll get! You won’t be red in the face no more!”

 You giggled at Saber’s answer. “She’s right,” you agreed. “You’ll be able to control it and…consider the options you can then do from there.”

 Kylo nodded. “Indeed.”

 You saw his eyes drift into sleep. You glanced down at (c/n) who seemed to be having the same effect.

 “Goodnight, my loves,” you cooed, kissing both of them on the head. Kylo smiled and kissed you on the mouth before kissing Saber’s head. Your daughter grinned and she kissed each of you on the cheek.

 Then after a while, you all three fell asleep into each other's arms.
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egodang's avatar
NAH SON I WOULD HAVE LOST ALL OF MY SHIT AND RAN AWAY FROM HIM LIKE FUCK NO MAN IM NOT ABOUT THAT KINKY SHIT KYLO